Little By Little

Last year when i first picked Oasis' "heathenchemistry" album i was whispering the Hindu Times "Cause God gimme soul and all rock n roll babe" imagining how many times i'm gonna listen to that song at the very first day i bought the CD.
But then an other song (three actually) grabbed my attention. One; Little by little, Two; She is love, Three: Force of nature.
No matter i was playing "Hung in a Bad Place" on my cd while i was walking to my master classes, "probably all in mind" was "Little By Little". That song refreshed my belief everytime i listen to Noel's magnificient performance just like i felt the same while listening to "She is Love". That smooth melody, and smoother Noel vocals made me feel better all the time.

Yes, it's right that i'm still listening to that album and writing down these lines while feeling blue.

All through last year (and still) i kept believing in that song. I played it again and again. And still i'm listening to it. It's just the exact refreshing feelings that i first felt about that song.

"We the people fight for our existence
We don't claim to be perfect
But we're free
We dream our dreams alone
With no resistance
Fading like the stars we wish to be"

"True perfection has to be imperfect" this is the line.

"Cos little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here"

Life is coming out little by little. And it makes us ignore the fact that we could be happy just by ourselves. Family, friends, lovers all are gonna leave us alone in the end. They're not gonna burry us with anyone. We'll be buried alone. So? What's the point of being sad by others?

I'm sad eversince yesterday. It's like there is an external force is sucking all my energy out, and grabbing my happiness away.

I'll listen to Oasis. Again and again. For the rest of my life. I know it'll give me that refreshing feel until the day i die cos the ones which kept me fresh while i was a kid are still keeping me fresh.

Just Like Duran Duran's line on "Out of My Mind" at Saint Soundtrack.
"Without you , what's left to believe in?"

Yeah, "Without music, what's left to believe in?"